FEEL THE PAIN, FEEL THE PLEASURE.

Do you feel the cold breeze embracing your body and beneficing it with oxygen?

Yes?

Congratualtions my friend because that is all you are feeling these days.

Life has put you through so much that now you have decided to shut your feelings and let it all past your soul without affecting your heart. Like that weird looking person that passes by you while you are in the driveway. YOU DONT EVEN NOTICE HIM PASS BY.

Sometimes, we think being as cold as ice and carrying all that weight on your heart is still better than feeling the pain life causes. But trust me, its true. Shutting people and pain out will cause more pain. You are not turning your feelings off. You are going in the 'denial period'

Someone broke your heart? 'It's okay. I wasn't really attached to that person. No worries if it's all over now'

Someone made fun of you when you failed at something you wanted to succeed really bad? Who cares what they think. 'I know i suck at it, i will surely work hard on it soon'

And then you spend the next whole year making a list of things you are gonna do 'Soon'

Someone replaced you or started giving more attention to someone else? 'Oh well, it 'doesnt' bother me at all'

Yes you got it. The 'i dont care' attitude. We all, at some point, in life adopt this attitude. There always comes a time in life when we ignore everything that might kill us from inside. But ignorance is not the solution.

Shutting down feelings is not an option. Its cowardness. There will always be someone around you, ready to accept the broken, shattered, crushed soul of yours who has shut their feelings off just to avoid tragedies. You know who that someone will be? The person you see every morning in the mirror when you wake up.

Thats right. This world, this life, its all complicated. The only thing simple is the fact that only you are only going to be there for you.

Love yourself. Accept the shattered, broken soul that you are because acceptance is the first step to happiness. Once you'll accept all the tragedies that are happening to you, you'll start feeling them. And feelings, my dear friend, are all that keeps you alive.

Sometimes, its better to let a tear pour from your eye instead of freezing it inside, allowing it to contaminate your soul. The longer you carry the 'i dont care' attitude, the more you allow the darkness to takeover your soul.

ITS OKAY. So what if something tragic happened to you? God loves you and He will never give you something you cant handle.

YOU ARE STRONG. YOU CAN DO IT.

It's easy. Let it all in. FEEL. Because once you stop feeling the pain, you stop feeling the happiness, too. And you dont deserve that. You deserve much